Hey, y'all. So I have a TON of drama-related reasons why I have been away. One, the children are still time consuming. They both have a birthday coming up in July, and will be 7 & 2, respectively. The second, I have been living with an all-but-violently abusive husband, who had been keeping me away from friends and family, stalking me on EVERY social network site I was on, and finally deciding to leave me/ kick me and my older son out of the house while I was in the hospital for having a mental breakdown and nearly trying to kill myself by driving off the highway at speed.
I have been stressed the fuck out from grad school, and my depressive cycle of my bi-polar hit me like a fucking truck with suicidal thoughts. I lost 2 family members in as many weeks, and at the second funeral I saw my rapist of several years (AKA my older half brother) unexpectedly. Throw on the breakdown that all that shit caused, and then my husband leaving me when I was trying to heal, and trying to take my baby away from me, being virtually homeless except for my extremely pessimistic mom taking me and my kids in....
Long story short, I have had ZERO time to heal, and more things causing problems than helping solve the jillion I'm already dealing with... I'm not doing so hot.
So, yeah, I've not been too active on here... And looking back over my old stuff, I'm fucking embarrassed by it.
I'm deleting art involving my abusive soon-to-be-ex-husband, any comments regarding him, and have blocked his account.
*very heavy sigh*
.... I need to draw some lesbians....